Freedom...

I want to be free from my own heart... My painful heart... Today… I had successfully locked it in a room which is very far away from here... But I don't think that it would be long for it to return to me... How I hope that the exam period could last longer… Somehow I feel happy when more stress come… What had happened to me? Am I a nerd? Am I retarded? My world is no longer mine… It had somehow disappeared. I guess it should had been taken away from me… It is a good or bad news? I don’t know… Maybe I don’t want to know…