早晨，当自己把双眼睁开，那瞬间有了改变。揉了揉双眼，突然觉得自己好像刚从一场很长很长的梦中醒来。这一年仿佛活在梦中，这一年的回忆有很多。有的悲伤，有的快乐，有的难过，有的喜乐。 过了这年， 可能变好了，可能变坏了。我不知道。 可能做对了，可能做错了。我不知道。 可能很开心，可能很伤心。我不知道。 可能长大了，可能变傻了。我不知道。 可能害了人，可能益了人。我不知道。 可能改变了，可能没改变。我不知道。 可能回久了，可能变新了。我不知道。 发现自己什么都不知道了， 但无所谓， 因为都不重要了。 现在。。。惟有可以做的是。。。 活下去了。 When I wake up in the morning, there's a change. I feel like I just woke up from a very very long dream. This year, my life seems like a dream. There are moments that are happy, there are moments that are sad. So many things has happened. Maybe I've changed, maybe not. Maybe I'm happier, maybe not. Maybe I did well, maybe not, Maybe I helped someone, maybe not. So many maybe-s, so many unknowns. What is right, what is wrong? What is true, what is false? What is real, what is fake? I don't know anything anymore. But it doesn't matter. Because it isn't important anymore. I no longer seek the truth. I no longer long for anything. Now, I'm just going to live. I'm just going to continue living my life. A life that is short, a life that will soon... fade away.