Why? (Credit: {/autumnlove♥)

A wonderful story!!!
We rode into town the other day
Just me and my daddy
He said I'd finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide

We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
And there was that man that my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes

So I said daddy why are they screaming
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe?
I'll bet that crown hurts him more then he shows
Daddy please can't you do something?
He looks as though he's gonna cry
You said he was stronger then all of those guys
Daddy please tell me why?
Why does everyone want him to die?

Later that day the sky grew cloudy
And daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds
To a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from the cross

And it said father why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my clothes?
This crown of thorns hurts me more then it shows
Father please can't you do something?
I know that you must hear my cry's
I thought I could handle a cross of this size
Father remind me why?
Why does everyone want me to die?
When will I understand why?

My precious son
I hear them screaming
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon I will clothe you in robes of my own
Jesus this hurts me much more then you know
But this dark hour
I must do nothing
Though I've heard your unbearable cries
The power in your blood
Destroys all of the lies
Soon you'll see past their unmerciful lies
Look there below
See the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell you why
She is why you must die

做回自己，重获新生命

是好是坏我不很清楚。。。感觉上我好像忘了蛮多的事。。。也忘了那悲伤心痛的感觉及回忆。我变得开朗了，没那么爱面子了，没那么沉默了。。。自从那天起，我成功地把心打开了。我找回了以前拥有的那单纯的快乐。。。我不再被黑暗，孤独或恶魔困扰了。我的生活变得有意义了。我不渴望任何的奇迹或证明。。。因为我已满足了。。。我已相信了，已明白了，已了解了。我承认我一切的过错，无知，固执及惧怕。我不再担心，不再害怕。。。因为我已得到永生，以及赦免。这博客也没有存在的必要了。不过我会把它留着，当作是回忆，当作是我走错路的提醒。我不再是以前的我的，这是一个新的开始。我不会再令你失望的。。。

Chinese youth camp

Best camp ever! Wanna thank all the people I met there. All of you really gave me a really precious and speacial holiday! You all are the best! Not to forget my lovely team, Mini mouse, 尼希米!!! Mini mouse rox!!! Love ya! (ll try 2 look 4 time 2 write report...>.<) Enjoy the following video!!! The camp de! Damn nice! Enjoy... 会督 and 副会督 are in there! ^-^